Aw shucks.
You know what?
I really hate end of year pictures. The make me look stupid, feel stupid, and act stupid. And they make me want to cry.
I don't know. By right it shouldn't hurt anymore, by right my class shouldn't be hurting me anymore but seeing my class photos don't make me happy, they make me feel as though I never truly belonged.
I feel like a blood traitor, when everybody else is crying over my class' separation I feel nothing, I even feel unwanted, like no one in my class ever cared. I am so frucking selfish.
Maybe I should've just stayed in the States like the good angmoh girl I should've been.
Well figures. When you want people to visit your blog you end up spamming it with useless, moronic posts that should just stay unwritten. Benefits the world.
Third post in a day. How pathetic is that.